i don’t feel myself today. i think technically what’s happening is that I’m dissociating. I feel like I’m in a different life, adjacent to mine. I feel slightly corpulent, the city looks familiar but unfamiliar. My breathing is off, and maybe part of this is that I feel like I would have done a year, maybe two years ago?
I feel like I’m doing me now things (listening to Night Sounds) to anchor myself but that these are unfamiliar or don’t feel like me now things.